Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Me being depressed...

Hello fellow human beings....

I'm just so goddamn tired not physically but mentally I just wanna give up curl into a ball and sleep and never wake up or die. I just don't get why I'm here living this shallow superficial painful life that just keeps on dredging and dredging on dripping toturously. I don't have the friggin energy to start pulling my life back togethor again and what's the point of taking those stupid pills if they don't make me feel any better? It's not like I wanna kill myself or cut myself I don't have the energy for that. I don't have the energy to eat or sleep. I feel half-dead and restless at the same time. I'm so scared I'm falling again. I'm never gonna be good enough so why try?

Sorry for dumping this on you-
Liza

4 comments:

  1. liza, hey im really sorry to hear about it ur more simmiler to me then u think... love you

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  2. Hey, Sweetie.
    Lift your head back up.
    Take a deep breath.
    Let go of things that are either holding you back from being happy or successful.
    Make a goal.
    Look forward to accomplishing that goal.
    Make your life.
    Live your life to is fullest.

    maybe this can help you get up and start walking again?

    -shanelle

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