Hey-
Ugh I am so not looking foward to Thursday because we have an 'Addiction Day' thingy which is basically a day where instead of normal classes we have all sorts of lectures about drugs, smoking, alcoholism, eating disorders, SI, etc. I am so totally gonna freak out in the middle and start crying. I'm really sensitive about that kind of stuff. I know they're going to talk about all these extreme cases and while most kids need that to understand how dangerous this stuff is and how real it is and how relevant it is to their lives but I'm aware of all of that already. I am so not in the mood to break down in front of everyone and then they'll just think that I'm even more fucked up. But if I don't go then its like I'm running away and people will notice and then they'll think that I'm avoiding it because I have problems like that which I don't anymore but if I have to go through a whole depressing day about that shit I'll just crumble. I don't know what to do God please help me before my life falls apart...
~Liza
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